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[ Jessica ] POSTED-

為什麼我已覺得快失去你了？？回來，好嗎？？回到那時體貼的你？？你這樣，我快不認識你了。。你為什麼這麼殘忍？？你為什麼可以只為你自己而活？那我算什麼？？

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[ Jessica ] POSTED-

actually wat am i to u?? u don even care for me.. you can play ur game, eat ur food, watch ur movie or even go out, but u won't call me.. i m always the last 1.. when u r boring, yes! i m the 1 one u find.. i m very disappointed.. u don keep ur promise AT ALL.. i Hate u!! i HATE u for making me care u soo much.. u treat me like that i should not care or give u a SHIT!! i m always waiting n waiting n forgive n forgive u.. but,, did u appreciate wat i do?? NO!!!!! u repeat n repeat n repeat~~ I HATE U~~ but i will still give u a chance.. n the only chance.. if tomorrow morning i do not get your call..thats all

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[ Jessica ] POSTED-

Actually i wanted to go shopping with wee ni at sunway pyramid...but... my dear dear was sick... need to go to his house to take care of him.. but... when i reached there.... he was not really REALLY sick.. he still can laugh n play... full of energy~~

After lunch~~
we went to see the doc.. Doc Leo to take his MC for last month..yes.. he was sick again~~... i tot the doc was a Chinese doctor.. surprising.. he was an Indian doc..haha.. Joshua's mum scolded him.. he said that he did not take care of himself n ate a lot of fast food- mcd~~ nah!! i told u to stop eating already... n we went to another doc - doc chu ( his family doc) to get some medicine for him... he was very unhappy... i knew that.. he din talk to us.. he was angry because auntie was maundering him~~ haha...

we reached home.. continue to watch our movie.. " supernatural".... n we went out to have our dinner.. because.. when we finished watching.. there were no food left for us.. so sad.. we went to a shop near his house..i ordered " loh mee" n he ordered " sweet n sour chicken".. we bought some grapes on the way home.. joshua spoiled those grapes~~he used some god knows wat liquid to sock the grapes.. don know did he over put.. the grapes tasted like the liquid when we eated~~ DEARrrrr.. u wasted the grapes~~~

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[ Jessica ] POSTED-

went out yesterday~~
finally we had break time after 2 months of english class.. i miss ELS..it was a great school~~

early in the morning, chiew xuan, wee ni n me went to Monash University to ask something about the enrollment session.. those stupid ppl there made us walked form one building to another just for some stupid question..omg!! when we just walked out from the office, we saw the shuttle bus had just left... wait!!!.... we waited for another 20 minutes... joshua was angry... because we din manage to have lunch with him..he was in a bad mood... i knew that...

we reached Sunway Pyramid~~hungry..so we went to "FULLHOUSE" to have our lunch^^.... it was a nice place... the decorations was !!! .... we meet a small baby,, Aida~~ she was sooo cute... we loved her so much....she is a mixed of British n Kazakhstan.......

i din buy many things today.. i m saving up my pocket money.. i used to be a shopaholic...
we went to Starbucks to have our HI-TEA~~ yeay.. it had been a long time i did not drink starbucks.. i ordered chocolate chips... wee ni n chiew xuan ordered dark mocha.. n that was the first time i knew that we can get discount if we have JUSCO card..

Joshua came to meet me, n wee ni n chiew xuan went back home... we went for a movie.. "Toothfairy"... that was a nice movie~~ after the movie.. we went to Padini to buy our new year clothes~~ Joshua bought 3 n I bought 2.. finally my dear dear bought new clothes.. i really cant stand his clothes.. everyday the same... we had Sushi for our dinner... the stupid cashier counted RM5 extra...luckily i realized... i bought my favorite Korea mee cup.. yummy..n Joshua bought his "mee goreng"~~ we all like to ear instant noodle~~ his father send me back~~ he was angry cbecause we din wait for him at the entrance when he arrived..haha... thats all for today... tomorrow i m going out again.. i need to enjoy my holiday before my uni starts~

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[ Jessica ] POSTED-

What can i expect from u? what can u give me?? i don know..mayb even u don know how to ans this question... i tot u have change your mind and want to study hard for our future... but... now?? i had known that all are bull shit!! u don even give a shit on wat i said!!! FUTURE.. FUTURE.. FUTURE... i really cant see any future between us... why don't u try to do your best?? why don't u try to go n study?? why u wan to give up your future?? just because she don wan to give u a car?? is the car more important than anything?? include me?? because of a car.. u wan to go out to work? u wan to give up wat we planned?? we planed to finish our university n work for our new life.. but... u choose not to follow it... u know.. if u don study..there will be a big gap between us.. i don hope next time i m the one who earn more than u... i don hope next time u cant afford to buy anything for me... pls lar...don be so childish... don think that everybody in this world are good ppl.. if u don have anything..they will treat u as rubbish!!!

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[ Jessica ] POSTED-

last friday was our anniversary~~ i m so glade tat i m able to be wif u..although sometimes i really feel like punching u as hard as i can~~

we went for a movie-Legion... it was a nice n exciting movie... i shouted during the movie ( the couple that sit beside me keep on looking at me..pai seh..)

after the movie.. we went to have some dessert..at a shop named "Honeymoon".....ok....actually the food was not as delicious as we thought..and it was expensive...wasted $$....

we went to padini, esprit, cotton on, popular( joshua bought some stationery), kitschen, and....
but at last..i din buy anything~~
we went back home around 7 pm...happy day~~

**we quarreled...as usual, i wanted to buy things that he thinks that it did not worth for the price...ok... at last i din buy...yeay~~ saved $$...

valentine's day is CoMMing.. form today onwards need to save up some money for his present....wat will i give to him??..i won't tell u~~

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[ Jessica ] POSTED-

突然感到好害怕！！突然感到很没有安全感~~ 我在害怕什么？？是我对自己没有信心麽？？我不知道。。我好害怕失去。。真的害怕失去你！！ “她”太优秀了，太特别了，太美了。。我一点也比不上她~~ 连最基本的高度都赢不了。。

我常常感觉到她好了解你哦。。而我。。时常误会你，令你生气。。对不起！！

我现在真的很无助。。

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